Its been a bit of a funny week here at my house.
I really feel ‘off’. I have had a headache now for a good week and all I want to do is sleep.
This is VERY abnormal for me. I live on 4 – 5 hours sleep. I have NEVER been a big sleeper. I have made sure I don’t sleep all day. I don’t stay in bed after 7 am as I think it would be a bad habit to get into. But I just feel so flat!
I know the last 12 months have been huge. And I understand that maybe this is my bodies/heads way of preparing for next month.
We have done 2 cycles now since Zak died and maybe its just taken its toll. Hell this last cycle was cycle number 8. Maybe my body and mind are just tired.
I just don’t know anymore.
I wish the headache would go away though. Or turn into a cold or flu. At least I would be able to see an end to it. Because atm the headache is really affecting my moods, day to day activities and it has somehow squashed the ‘ happy’ me.
