Just Some Dribble

I don’t think I have gone this long between posts.

I just don’t have the energy to post these days. I do still get on and read all your blogs, but I have been bad at posting comments.

I think I may need my ‘happy pill’ dose upped. I just don’t feel as good as I use to. I have been really good at taking them but I seem to feel more and more like I did before I ever started them. I was put on them before I was even pg with Zak, so after all that’s happened maybe I just need a higher dose to help deal with it all. Don’t know.


The bitch is suppose to show up today. Then cycle number 9 will start. Shes not here yet. Shes always on time, except when I want her to come so I can cycle. Then she goes on holiday. It really does just go to show what kind of a cow she is.

In a couple of weeks it will be S and my 6 year anniversary. We always get each other just something little. He collects bourbon for the US. I called the Makers Mark gift shop in the US and ordered some dipped shot glasses and a baby boy cigar. As he is a Dad I think its only appropriate that he has a MM cigar with baby blue wax to add to his collection.

I told them not to worry about contacting me about postage. S buys full bottles from the US all the time and pays about $30 US. So I knew it wasn’t going to cost that much. How much could 2 shot glasses and a cigar cost to post?? $65 US dollars!!!!!!!!!!!!! My god I just about died. It turned two $5 shot glasses into $35 shot glasses. I love S very much but hell that’s one VERY expensive postage fee! I’m sure he will appreciate the thought. Ha ha ha


Im sure they will be worth every cent! Lol


My sisters 3 kids all came down with the Chicken Pox in the last 2 weeks. Just as she gets the first to get them back to kindy she catches the measles. So it will be a little while before I can see my nieces and nephew. Don’t think measles is great when starting a IVF cycle. My poor sister will be going mad with 3 sick kids for weeks.


I never drink coffee when doing a cycle. But leading up to this cycle I have yet to stop. I only have one every couple of days, but still, its something I have normally stopped by now. I feel really bad that I’m still drinking it. I know it wont make any difference to me getting pg, but it will make a difference to how my head handles a neg result.


3 Responses

  1. I hope AF doesn’t dawdle just to mess with you. I hate it when she does that.

  2. Good luck with this cycle. Don’t worry about the coffee thing, I am still drinking coffee, not a lot but it is the one small pleasure I have not cut out this time, hell, people do a lot worse than coffee during cycles and pregnancy and they end up with perfect babies. Do what you need to my dear, and all the best, keeping everything crossed for you. Hugs.

  3. Forgot to mention how cool the shot glasses look, I love bourbon too. He will love them. Such a thoughtful gift and I hope you have a lovely anniversary.

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